The Drowning Sailor – Medium

The Drowning Sailor

Losing My Life One Bottle at a Time

The morning came,

Mar 12, 2024

Mar 12, 2024

Blue Sky

The always tell you to be strong…

Jan 28, 2024

Jan 28, 2024

Driving…

The days pass like street signs on a highway…

Apr 29, 2022

Apr 29, 2022

Nothing Changes… Until Something Changes…

In this world of constant change it is rather interesting to see so many people resist change. They want the same thing day in and day out…

Mar 29, 2022

Mar 29, 2022

It Never Ends…

Day in and day out there is nothing but torment…

Oct 11, 2021

It Never Ends…

Oct 11, 2021

I’m Not Hungry… AnYmOrE!

Making you mind, minding what you make in your mind!

Oct 11, 2021

I’m Not Hungry… AnYmOrE!

Oct 11, 2021

Dying in the Daylight

It’s a process…

Oct 11, 2021

Dying in the Daylight

Oct 11, 2021

Understanding Your Mind in a Corn Field in Ohio…

I’m on a cross country road trip to Virginia Beach VA... It’s been rough. Mainly cause I’m an a$$hole and have a hair trigger anger…

Oct 9, 2021

Understanding Your Mind in a Corn Field in Ohio…

Oct 9, 2021

You could never imagine what it was,

You could never see it coming,

Feb 14, 2021

Feb 14, 2021

Wishing You Were Dead… But Not…

Have you ever wished you were dead? Not actually wanting die… just wanting to see the world without you OR you with out the world?

Sep 11, 2020

Sep 11, 2020

A tormented mind…

If you understand what I am talking about… I feel for you and I am sorry for what you have to go through on a daily basis. It’s one thing…

Sep 10, 2020

A tormented mind…

Sep 10, 2020

I said sink it. No, you said blow it up.

It’s 0300 (3:00 am) in the middle of the Mediterranean Sea as I am violently awoken to the sounds of some half Methed out Sailor speaking…

Aug 19, 2020

I said sink it. No, you said blow it up.

Aug 19, 2020

Anxiety of Life, Dishes, and the Laundry…

Remember growing up and having daily chores? The boring things that you had to do in order to do ANYTHING else that day. If you’re like…

Feb 16, 2020

Anxiety of Life, Dishes, and the Laundry…

Feb 16, 2020

Just don’t die today…

I remember a friend telling me that… “You’re in a bad place”. They had witness my descent into darkness. There were many people at that…

Feb 15, 2020

Just don’t die today…

Feb 15, 2020

Killing it all with a whisper from the past…

There will never be anything that will allow me to make amends with myself and move forward as of now. There will never be another women…

Jan 2, 2020

Jan 2, 2020

The Dying Leader… The Bossy Employee…

For those of us that have been in leadership positions you may understand this. You walk up to a subordinate and say,

Dec 31, 2019

Dec 31, 2019

Drowning in the Dark While Burning My Memories…

You can knock, but it wont let you in…

Dec 25, 2019

Dec 25, 2019

Know When You’re Wrong…

It’s been a long time coming; after all, I am what the service calls a “Shit Magnet”. Simply put, I attract shit. Everything from fun…

Dec 25, 2019

Dec 25, 2019

Who are you… Where are the drugs

As if the cocaine wasn’t enough…. God damn the booze… I couldn’t get it up right now if I tried… this couch sucks… and smells!!

May 14, 2019

May 14, 2019

I'm sitting here staring at a computer screen, writing a post on Facebook to a nannies and…

The US Navy has been very helpful by allowing me to go to shore duty to try to nail down a family care plan but unfortunately that's not…

May 8, 2019

May 8, 2019

The Drowning Sailor

The Drowning Sailor

My life is what I have made of it, and it's now a sinking ship in the North Atlantic... May-Day May-Day May-Day...

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